Ya..Is "ME"...

Hye , im back....finally get back to blog lu.... " im busy ya know these days "....actually is a lie....I dun know why i love to lie....or maybe is becuz i failed last time....when i was young, im really very honest people...just coming a simple lie...but dun know why....WHY now i always give myself excuse....and why i keep lying for my love.....I really love her...but i dun know how to illustrate that how much i love her that much....U know why i failed love always haahaahahahaha......cause is becuz i make it too complicated and difficult find topic to my love... i can chat ANY topic to my friends to let them happy....but i cant make it to my love....I very hate myself you know....everytime i just think to be selfish....doesnt care anyone....i really happy and appreciate for those that love me...cause they gave me the chance before.....when we breakup i think is a good leave for them....cause i am not a good boyfriend or maybe husband....