" What am i suppose to do ?"

Im tired....im very tired you know ? i cant stand it anymore sometimes....can i cry ?? why boy must be very tough ?? Why we cant cry for our fault.... ??? but i did loved my friends alot....they giving me strenght to stand til now.....they giving me support but not that big but is enough for me....without them...i can said i am nobody....or maybe im just a little worm....i appreciate what i had....but i also hate it....cause i cant make it forever with me...." what am i suppose to do ?" is the question that i asked everyday for myself..either love , work or even life im also stick with this question all the time...i hate it....why i was asking the same question everyday...i wan to be rich so that i can like bill gates to help whole world....thats my motivation...or like michael jackson....he really VERY AWESOME people....like the human leader....but me ??? i do nothing and just sit there think so stupid things.....i dun wan to be that way......atleast i do something....lucky i got a friend...he can said like my lucky star.....without him....maybe im just still sleeping on the ground and doing nothing....THANK YOU !!!! You help me alot and yet you help others too....sometimes u're selfish....but for me....you really a good people....I hope my dreams will become true....even i die also worth....